ONLY LOVE CAN GIVE A PARENT THE STRENGTH TO GO ON

A friend wrote to me: No mother is born equipped to fight a battle like addiction. Only love can give a parent the strength to go on. Feelings of guilt, weakness, and total confusion: I know these emotions very well. I also know that in the long run we can wear out. But in the end, each of us must fight our own battles. There is no path that works for all; there are no rules.

My reflection: I felt all these emotions: guilt for somehow ‘allowing’ addiction to take hold in my family, regret for not seeing the problem sooner, confusion as to what to do to help my addicted son and my younger son, who was affected by it, and deep grief at the chaotic lives we were living, all the while knowing I was powerless to rescue my family.

Today’s Promise to consider: There are no hard-and-fast rules to guide a parent when faced with her child’s addiction. I’ve learned that education, support groups, and insights from recovering addicts themselves are critical, but the final decisions must be ours – and ours alone. During my son’s fourteen-year illness, I made many mistakes, but I never let go of love and hope. They were the oxygen that gave me the strength to stay close and go on.

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Pat Nichols
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I followed my heart, my natural parental instincts fueled by a love that would grow stronger. My twenty-one years of experience and education dealing with my son’s addiction has allowed me to forgive myself and to realize I didn’t make any mistakes. What others consider as parent mistakes are simply necessary experiences that must be encountered in order to progress to recovery, an understanding of the disease and therefore a successful journey to personal recovery which will include the necessary tools to appropriately support the child’s recovery. Here’s my two favorite quotes, “Don’t look back, you’re not going there!” Unknown… Read more »

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Thankyou for your encouraging words. I feel like this will never end! I’m trying to stay close like you said but am not sure what to say sometimes because he’s not in recovery., he says he knows what to do to get recovery but can’t seem to apply it to himself. He’s not ready. I pray so hard every day that he will be soon.

Zeenat
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Zeenat

Praying for you

Debi Botteron
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Debi Botteron

Yes!!!

Gabriela
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Gabriela

So true that only love and hope keep us going. I thought that understanding why it happens can also help, but in the end it comes to love and hope. My son overdosed and Thanks God survived the overdose after being sober for several months, he had and has now a good life , just (re)started college after many years of active addiction. I was traveling to help my mother in Eastern Europe , we were in touch by txt everyday. I would have never guessed that something happened, if it was not for the doctors note from the ER,… Read more »