TWO SIDES OF ADDICTION: MOTHER AND SON

Not many people know that my son helps me with every post about addiction. I want to acknowledge his contributions over these many years.

Dr. MacAfee told me that, as a parent, I can speak about addiction, but that Jeff speaks from addiction. The difference is huge.

As a mom, I know only my walk, my suffering, and my desperate attempts to save my son during his fourteen-year journey. I learned that, for us, STAY CLOSE made all the difference.

Jeff knows his walk and how he found recovery. Only he knows his suffering. Only he knows his desperation. Only he knows what it feels like to live on the streets, be locked up in jails, and to lose all sense of dignity and hope.

Thanks, Jeff, for your help, support, compassion, and care all these years. Thanks for reaching out a hand to help others. Thanks for your service.

My son and I walk together today, but only he and his Higher Power found recovery.

To all recovering addicts, we need your voice in order to understand addiction. You inspire us.

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Sally Johnson
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My son has not come around home in 8 months, he doesn’t answer phone calls or text. I want help.him and have made that known last time I saw him, he is so close to death having lost about 100 lbs and all.his teeth and his will to live. I go to alano n and have a strong faith in God but my heart is broken I love him so much and want to help, I have nightmares every night . I feel like I am just letting him die.

Pat Nichols
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Sally, my son went missing and I spent weeks becoming my own private eye. Eventually, I got a phone call indicating that if I paid the drug dealer $300.00 my son owed him he would then meet me at a specific location. I excitedly said yes! Long story short, my plan was to kidnapped my son and take him to safety. Once I had him in my van he figured out my plan and he began getting very angry etc., A friend was with me and he kept him in the van as I called my counselor. The counselor told… Read more »

Joy
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Joy

Love and prayers for you and him. Love and prayers.

Pat Nichols
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Excellent post! Thanks Jeff and Libby.

Kristen Scutella
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Kristen Scutella

Thank you for posting this. My daughters and I just talked about importance of acknowledging each of our journeys through addiction , the addict, the parent and the sibling. We had to remember all of our feelings are real and need to be respected if we will continue to grow together and support each other

Joy
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Joy

I am so very grateful to you both– finding the book was finding a friend — words that spoke so clearly to my mother’s heart , echoed my love for my son and offered a hopeful way forward– at the very time I needed to find it. The weekly posts here got me through dark days, educated our family. We learned so much from you and we navigated active addiction , relapses, active recovery. Yes, my son died and we mourn him -it is still hard, every day, it really is — but his death was not from overdose and… Read more »

Deborah
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Deborah

I’m sober for 19 years drug of choice crack & alcohol. Finding out my daughter, my sweet baby, was using heroine tore out my insides. I wanted so much to save her from the life of addiction, the life I knew so well. I went to my AA meetings and shared. I went to Al a Non and NaraNon meetings. Next month she’ll be celebrating her 1 year anniversary!! ✨ I pray everyday she stays on the Path she is on today! ✨✨

Nanci J Morris
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Nanci J Morris

Heartfelt thanks, as always, to you Libby and Jeff for your Thursday meditations… sharing your strength, experience and hope throughout the years. Jeff, your unwavering honesty and compassion for all of us who have struggled over the years have been a tremendous source of support for me and others. Most important, you have given all of us the gift of ‘hope,’ something that is very difficult to tap into while in the throes of addiction.
…and for this, I can’t thank you enough.
Love, Nanci

Brenda Thacker
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Brenda Thacker

So good to hear the “stay close” advice! Sometimes, during this 19 year journey I am still on with my son, it is difficult — difficult when I go for years without hearing from him and difficult to hear from him in the throes of his addiction. Difficult also to see the bridges he continues to burn and how “Hurt People Hurt People;” especially when there are innocent children involved. Thanks so much Libby! Will always show love to my son . . .the one consistency . . .