LISTENING WITHOUT JUDGING

A mom wrote to me: I know we are not alone, but I hate answering questions about my children. In fact, I avoided a gathering at my mother’s house with some dear neighborhood friends because I didn’t want to be asked how my sons were doing and have to pretend all is well. My dad has passed and his dearest friend asked me how I was doing with my boys. I answered honestly, “Not the best.” He replied with kindness, “I’m sorry. I see you are struggling.” He understood and didn’t judge me. I am blessed to have shared a few minutes with him.

My reflection: The Big Book of AA says that addiction can only be defeated through rigorous honesty and the help of a power greater than ourselves. There were many times I lied about my son’s addiction and our family problems. After much time and even more failed attempts at hiding the truth, I finally decided to respond honestly. It wasn’t easy, but I released myself from worrying about what people thought of me.

Today’s Promise to consider: Today I will listen to others without judging. I will respect their right to share their truth and I will be there for them, just as others were there for me. When I’m ready to answer questions about my child’s struggles, I will, but I won’t feel coerced into responding. I’ll listen to my gut and follow my heart. I will pray for wisdom.

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I am so grateful for the honesty of all you moms. I, too, dodge the subject when it comes to my son. He’s doing well at the moment, but I still haven’t told even my closest people that it is more than alcohol. I have never had anything hurt so much as his addiction, and the fear that comes with it. My addiction coach keeps telling me that it’s HIS recovery, not mine. I think it’s finally sinking in. If/when another relapse comes, I pray I can stay strong, as he almost died 6 months ago. I pray for myself… Read more »

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As time went on with my son’s struggles, after years of thinking if someone asks me how he is, I will burst into tears – and I did sometimes, or avoided gatherings when things were really bad, something changed for me, as result of Alanon teachings, counselling, contemplative prayer and Libby ‘s wisdom. I loved my son so deeply, I was so powerless, but I realized I was being educated– about the disease ,yes, but about being a human being, about growing deeper in faith, not religion, but faith. If I could drop the shame and blame game I was… Read more »

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Dear Joy, Can I ask you please about what your son is struggling with–is it alcohol? I had seen my son a few days ago and he seemed to be doing better. Then yesterday, two of the girls he’d been writing to online let him down and he slipped into a hole again. He called off work twice and I fear he will lose the only source of money he has. He desperately needs to find someone he can confide in and trust. I am at a loss as to how to help him. Thank you.

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Hello, dear Sue. My son struggled…. from diagnosed neurodevelopment delays in early childhood. (whatever that means)–to depression, anxiety and later substance abuse and addiction to opiates which amplified it all. I wish I could give you an answer.. just keep loving him exactly where he is on this journey. Gather information and offer that. Love Love love. Do not give money no mater how scary that feels if he is in active addiction but offer safety and help if committed to recovery. Say I love you often. Accept you are powerless except in prayer and mother love and gathering info.… Read more »

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Sue Hasychak

This is me exactly. Just when I think my son is doing better, he slips back into his alcohol addiction and this overtakes everything else going on in my life. He is in depression again and really needs to find someone he can talk to and someone who will keep responding to him. He says that everyone he is in touch with eventually stops contact with him. I am super worried about him all the time. Please give me some suggestions of someone he can talk to when he is really down and there is no one around. Thank you.

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I can easily relate to the mother who would rather not be around family and friends who will undoubtedly ask how her kids are. Even though my oldest son has successfully moved passed his addiction and now working as a counselor for other troubled men, I still struggle with the fact that neither of my sons ( the youngest still an alcoholic), never finished college. This is extremely troubling as an educator for many years and even a School Board Director. My entire life has been centered around encouraging and motivating children in education. What’s even more troubling Is that… Read more »