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A mother wrote to me: My son has a long history of addiction. He got arrested and we hired a lawyer, bailed him out, but he kept using and stealing. He got arrested again and bailed himself out. We knew he was close to dying so we asked the lawyer to have the judge put him back in jail. We told our son that we would not bail him out, that we loved him but would no longer let his addiction destroy the family. All the love in the world was not enough to make him stop. 

My reflection: All the love in the world will not stop an addict from using because addiction is the antithesis of love. Dr. MacAfee tells of a group therapy session when he asked a young man, “What is your drug of choice?” The boy thought carefully and responded, “more.” MacAfee explained, “His answer was not an attempt at humor. Instead, the group answered with a consensus of silence, affirmative head nods. No addict ever intends to end up where he’s really going. Substance drives the addict.”

Today’s Promise to consider: My child’s addiction is not against me. He is trapped in the disease and, although it doesn’t always look like it, he loathes the life he is living. I will not feel betrayed. I will not feel self-blame. I will stay close and pray that my child decides to stop, for himself.


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5 years ago

Stay close? How? When other pros say detach yourself

5 years ago

I have been in a wonderful naranon group for a very long time. I have work the 12 steps with another group. It has made a dramatic positive change in my life and my relationship with my addict daughter. I encourage anyone going through this to find a good group.

4 years ago

I am the mother of a 38 year old alcoholic son. We had, what seemed like the perfect family. Three grown children, six grandchildren, always very close. Three and a half years ago we found out about our son’s alcohol problem. He continues to own a house and work full time with two small children. But, his lies and deception about drinking are destroying our family. He can pass out from drinking in the evening, but make it to work in the morning on time, even being given a promotion, so I guess he thinks things are going ok. He has only sought help when he was required to by an employer or family member. I have read your book twice and have found strength through your story. We are at our wits end and don’t know what to do. It is so hard to simply let go and see if he survives or not. Having small children makes the situation even more complicated.

Very tired and sad………..