My reflection: All of us, who are living with or have lived with addiction, know well the feelings of distress, of waiting for the other shoe to drop, or of holding our breath when the phone rings at night. We also know how easy it is to overlook self-care when tensions run high.
Today’s Promise to consider: After living through an addiction, I’m no stranger to uncertainty or fear. Maybe this pandemic touches those same emotions that were once so fragile. Today, I will take steps to counteract suffering by practicing Loving-Kindness to myself. When we are happy, we are better for ourselves and others. Let us water those seeds that most support us.
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I too feel somewhat uncertain, but hope is the thread that binds us all together. Without hope there is no future. I pray and meditate positive thoughts which helps me overcome the negativity and despair. Having a son struggle and seeing him suffer is a cross mothers and fathers bare.
There is the thought that there is always tomorrow, and that next day will be always a fresh start.
In my prayers,
Angel DeRuvo, mother and advocate for the disabled.
Thanks, Angel, for your wonderful comment. You're right that without hope, all is lost. I join with you in prayer, faith, and good energy. xoxo
I really needed these reminding words today!!!
Thank You ♥️
Thanks, Mary Anne. This is a difficult time. I stand with you in love and strength. xo
Oh, Libby. I think you are spot on with how much resonance and the similarities of this pandemic and living with loved ones with addiction. We have talked of this often in our family these last months. For some of us, so used to having had to find self care strategies in uncertainty, facing fear of death, knowing profound sadness, sometimes meeting death head on, experiencing anxiety and depression, worry, separation -- so many of us , in a hard way, finally surrendered to the reality that we really have no control over anything except how we respond. We learn how to keep hope ... alive ---. We are the seasoned ones snd dare I say, maybe even blessed during this .--- to not have to deal so" suddenly" with an overwhelming reality so many are meeting for the first time. I think we can offer a lot to those who never ever imagined there was a reality over which they had no no control. I pray the world will be kinder because of knowing the fragility of life. Love xoxo
Dearest friend, Yes, you and I learned the hard way that we have no control. It was that -- the shear powerlessness that I knew was my reality -- that was most difficult for me. Even today, with this pandemic, the uncertainty hits something raw in me. It is then that I have to dig deep and find ways to stay balanced. You, Joy, know suffering in a deep and profoundly painful way.
We'll join together in love and prayer for each other and our families. Stay safe and know that you are important to me, to us. xoxo
I have always been a true believer of “If I’m
Ok, my family is Ok” because me being ok I could take care of my family. Lately, it’s tiring, it’s exhausting. I get up every morning praying to God to give me the strength and to please not let my faith wither. I ask for a miracle every day. I’m scared to get that phone call again late at night.
Dear Laura, I agree with you 100%. When I'm OK, my family takes their cue from me. When my son was in active addiction, I didn't do a very good job of being OK. I worried, was anxious, and wasn't present for much of anything. Even today, it's easy to fall back into that place of fear of the unknown. I once asked Dr. MacAfee when I would quit worrying. His response, "You've been vigilant a long time. Be patient with yourself."
I join you in prayer for patience, self-compassion, and loving-kindness.
My love to you.